The Perfect Man (Contradictions)
The only reason I feel alienated is because I didn’t get what I wanted from this world. 34 years after the day I was brought into this world without my consent, I’m still trying to decipher the puzzle of existence. I’ve tried every remedy the modern world has to offer. — The excesses that drain serotonin from the body: sex, drugs, and alcohol. — The search for redemption through spiritual paths: Christian confession and Buddhist meditation. I’m still waiting for an answer from some god. — Philosophical introspection: I studied with dedication the ideas of those who dared to delve into reason, existence, and being. At some point, I stopped when I felt I was burying myself deeper and deeper into the meaninglessness of life. And throughout my search, the questions have always been the same. What does it mean to be happy? How do I find my purpose? Why don’t I feel like I belong in this world? Where can I find true love? The kind they talk about in movies that seems essential to feelin...